iiloveyoos

2007-11-11T17:40:00.000-08:00

Arrr

Why? everything is like that?
This time really must wake up liao she is not she is le
haha
i know at your <3 you had nv put me in b4 .
why every people have only me?
Why?????????????????????????/
i am very tired . arrr
cat wan come back anytime oso can
why only jason cannot had all this ?
is that a good person will get back all this
maybe change to a bad person will be more good
SAD
SAD
SAD
SAD
why you are not that person that i think you are
aRR
crying again haiz
i wan you regret you did all this to a person tat nv know anything at first .
.
think not writing blog now first . . .

2007-11-11T02:09:00.000-08:00

Ytd i really cannot slleep

in the morning she call me said she going out wit his gan mei ask me don worry all is gal .
i am so stupid to trust her hahaz
nv know she had nv change Hahaz . . .

after we hang i go home rest than go jason house slack wit her brother .
i all the way at emoing lo . keep thinking about her don no anything happen to her all that . . .
wanna call her but scare disturd her so i din call her . . .

later at nite when she reach home she call me like nothing had happen . haha
i am so sad tat she hurt me again bluf me . arrr
why ???
we talk to about 1 than she sleep .
she like nothing happen at all .
SLEEP?
Do you know how i feel ma?
i cannot sleep at all . ARrrr

nothing to said le .

2007-11-08T05:15:00.000-08:00

Ai ya very tired sia . . .

haizxx
today wake up at 8am than go take bus go work to 8pm .
sian
today work no mood at all lo
friend keep said me nb . . .
hahazx

1 of my friend anthony said when you like a person must treat her good first than after you all together liao just don care her . hahaz
the gal will like you more .
than me accept wat he said lo
last time i thought when you like a person you must treat her good do wat you can . . .
when the first hurt i get i don wan said anything after the hurt get more painful
i really cannot take it le .
now i see her like a pig just let the boi play to donno wat thing le .
if lasttime i be like tat maybe i will be happy now . hahaz

arr donno wat i saying sia . . .

Me kn rejected the 4nd time le .
haha
cute sia donno still wait 4wat .
wanna give up but really cannot .
haiz
Remd wat you said tat day hurt me them lots
maybe is time to really give up le .
hahaz

Fan

2007-11-06T01:56:00.000-08:00

Wo hao fan

Haiz
2nd try but is still hurt .
maybe i must listen to wat tat person said give her alone 1day she will know .
4more years????
I from the 2nd place drop to the last .
Arrrr. . .
hao fan hao fan
miss you so much is just nothing 4 you .
haiz
we had no fate ba .

求求老天淋湿我的双眼
冰冻我的心
让我不再苦苦奢求你还
回来我身边

be alone again . . .
tats wat 老天 wanna me to be .
Hate .

It doesnt matter if we will meet again,
It doesnt matter if you will be with me together,
I just want to tell you a secret, ILY

2007-10-31T23:05:00.000-07:00

Halor

very long nv blog le . haha
so tired lo ytd work form morning 9 to night 11+
wa . .
reach home around 11.30 than call her talk awhile than she go sleep le .
me go cook thing eat than go sleep .
wake up at 5 am to call her wake up study . hahaz .
after tat i go sleep again until 1+ than wake up .

Haizx
ytd cannot eat dinner wit you .

k la stop here bb

2007-10-19T05:59:00.000-07:00

Yo yo

today went out at 8am mit AT at 921 eat than go work . so cold sia seat the bus .

today good sia work normal wan not like last time must chiong de . . .
work till 6 than go 755 play bball to 8.30pm on the way home saw her family in the car going home .

this few day donno why so happy lei
hahaz

k la stop here . . .
bb

2007-10-16T21:23:00.000-07:00

Shopping Day

Ytd first time go out wit wei ting . We go town buy thing .
buy until no money liao sia hahazx
after that go far east eat chicken rich . than go walk again . . .
rain very big lo make us wet wet when we going home time ...

after that i go np mit mh give him present than go my house there slack .
mit tion at there oso talk until 11 than pei tion go pig house wait 4 him than go eat soya bean .

haizx after that talk wit her
than know every thing le .
she nv love me b4 she just scare i treat other people nice so she angry ?
than i thought she like me but the fate is not . . . haha
wat the hell .
hahaz

haizx nothing to said le .
bb . . .

2007-10-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Ytd is mH n ah hao birthday wish them happy birthday n their wish come true

Fuck sia leg dame pain . . .
because ytd ____
hahaz

just now went mac eat dinner wit sean .
after that go home . . .
than come blog . . .
going sleep soon . . .

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Tired Day

2007-10-10T20:28:00.000-07:00

Yawn so tired ytd nite 12plus reach home .
friend go pub drink wit i don no de friend so i nv go hahaz
because he going Ns le .

Fuck sia him ps me go pub b4 tat i playing psp he ask me whether i still think about her ma ?
i said of cause la than he said nv call her . but i playing game so don care so much after tat day go le than i really feel like calling her sia .
haha
but i nv reach home bath than watch tv after that than msg her ask her sleep already . than call her n chat to 2plus after tat watch tv n sleep
5am wake up wan go trianing de but to tired le so sleep back hahaz
wake up 8.30 than do nothing so come blog now lo . . .

hao la go sleep again . MORNING > > > . . .

2007-10-09T20:30:00.001-07:00

Our last day in school so fast 4 years iin this school . Now is the time to say bye .
Ytd i went to school about 2 take our result after tat go take alot of pic wit friends n teachers .
Really must thanks to all my teacher tat help me .

After we went out of school the feel 4 me is like sad lo . hahaz
now at home keep thinking the past we do n did .
haha
last time is don wan go school now wan go oso cannot le sian . . .

k la stop here
put more photo nexttime . . .

2007-10-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

Hahazx
don no why i feel like i crazy liao keep laugh
ytd nite go 848 eat on the way to there keep laugh . mj said i siao siao wan
hahazx
maybe that mean i sad ba
i change to a person that i don like i wan my real own self . ARrr

Sat go bar drink wit tion kX Mj and their friend
alot of thing happen after tat
haizx
sian don said liao . . .

wat am i thinking everyday????
tired haiz

Can i give up on you?
Cannot i already try very hard le
only can keep hide on you don wish to see you because i know when i saw you i will kn hurt again

today N math exam fucking hard sia only do 19Q hahaz
clever sia *_* . . .

hai gtg le
BB

2007-09-25T02:52:00.000-07:00

Now at home do nothing .
hahazx
later night maybe go play fire ba .
today wan go school de but in the morning feel very tired so go mit ci kai at his house than go 900+ eat after tat take bus go home . on the way home miss the day wit her keep thinking about her
feel tat she is just seating beside me so nice the feeling .
haizxx
but this only my dream ba she is not the gal i know b4 le . . .

sian tml really must go school le teacher keep ask me go
4 the CNB thing sian .
sorry teacher tat let you all down le .

HAIZXx

now really Missing her . . .
i really wish i can hug her 1 more time n nv let go .

Will you be there to love to be wit me ?

hahazx lame la
go watch tv le
BB
( V ___ V )

2007-09-23T00:28:00.000-07:00

YO

this few day don fell like blog so nv come blog .
but see le very sian lo so today come blog . . .

Ytd jerme drive his dad car come out play we go round yishun from 2+ to 3.30 so tired hahazx
after tat mh don wan go home so come my house sleep lo .

2007-09-17T19:54:00.000-07:00

Ytd is the most sad day

Haizxx
Wat Love really is?
Why love is so pain?
Way i did to you b4?
Why have you did this to me?

Ytd after Np slack we go 755 . i mit a friend at there he tell me thing tat i don wan know
Haizx

He said Sunday he saw Apple n my friend together waiting 4 taxi to go home haha b4 she go in day 2 KISS very loud .
ARRRRRrrrrrrrrrr
n many thing tat i don wan heard . . .

Don no why you change so must?

when the first time we mit i thought you really a good gal
you wun play wit other .
but ytd wat my friend tell me is wat?
at first i don believe it but think over maybe tat true .
(v__v)

i everyday is waiting you to be back but tats only my dream . . .
Haa

i will nv mit you until you really know wat a person you are now n i wan you change .
(v__v) (v__v) (v__v) (v__v)

HAizxx
think b4 you do anything .

2007-09-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today nv go school again morning sean come my house slack than we go eat
than we go town council tell the people tat my house there got bee house
very big de my maid kn beat sia hahazx (^__^)

After tat go see wa you know not even half n hour the bee house is gone
hahazx
maybe is raining le ba so day fly away hahaz
than go home about 2+ sean ask me pei him go mit gal
siao . . .
after i go home sleep to 7+
hahaz
kai sian ask me wan go chiong
i cannot go cos tml go work n now oso no money .
later go 755 play bball .

now at gan pa house slack . . .
k la stop here .

2007-09-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hey so long nv blog le

hahazx
sian this week only go school 2day hahazcx
so tired don feel like going school le . . .

today heard my friend see her in yss sia
hahazx
nv come find me b4 still can haizxx nothing la . . .
haizxx

sian tml cannot go chiong no money sian hahazx
k la now in gan pa house
hope gan pa faster ok . . .
tag me friend . . .

2007-09-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

This few day not free to blog to now than free
hahazx

tat day go report fuck sia the police ask me wait 4 their call sian
don no when than can finish . . . .
haizxx

after tat go NP walk walk . . .

Ytd go party world wit MH and CK hahazx
3of us use a big room
thAN saw our teacher hahazx
after tat kai sian n MJ come party world mit me
hahazx
so sian . . .
MJ tell me lots of her thing sian

o ya
b4 tat i go PS see my sis dance for the high school musical de
than day get 1st in 36 school hahazx

TIan Tian you dance nice
hahazx
well done . . .

today wan go work de but fucking bro wan work oso sad sia no money liao . . .
haizxxx
tag me friend . . .

2007-09-06T22:14:00.000-07:00

come blog abit than wan go report le
haizz
today morning wake up switch on com than see my blog tag . hahazzx
she tag me le but nothing to said to her just ask her to tk lo

MH thank you lei

Ytd at VG wa siao lo so many people hahaz
b4 that go a near by pub drink first than go dance
hahazx
lucky we go early if not the q is long until the road there
hahaz
after tat about 2+ saw MJ, OG and J at there oso hahazx
finish le seat outside Vg awhile than go home . . .

k la stop here le go get ready to go report hahazx
TK friend . . .

2007-09-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

Hahazxx

this few day is ok lo hahazx
got my brother n friends pei me so not so emo ba
.

Early iin the morning ci kai call me thought got good thing wan tell me but in the end
is he wan come my house because he nv go school lol
hahazx
after the call i go sleep again than he reach my house le i oso don no he seating beside my bed
hahazx
than i kp him said so early come my house 4 wat siol than he said wan use com play game i kp him again than he don wan play liao hahazx
after tat i ask maid help me buy thing to eat hahazx
than i use ci kai phone call people disturb . . .
lame sia we all . . .

ai yo so hot now lo ;O
later going club again
maybe this my last club le ba
tml going report at 3.30 sian very scare cannot come out
haizxx
don 4get me hor my friends if i really go in . . .
k la gtg le
tag me friend . . .

2007-09-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

Haizxx
EMO NOW

today than i know who is idiot le haizxx
is HW
hahazx
think day patch back le ba . . .

3weeks nv call her le donno how much i miss her sia
haizxx

THis 3weeks how are you??

Sian
today go bugis wit kai xian buy thing
after tat go 755 slack than go home
hahaz
so sian everyday only slack slack slack . . .

O ya b4 go bugis saw the idiot HW
hahaz
at ljs act handsome siol
than i said EEEeeeee so ugly to my friend hahazx
only know how to ACt . . .
Fuck off la PHW

haizxx
go sleep liao la tml got exam wish me good luck friends .
nite

2007-09-02T19:52:00.000-07:00

GAL CHANGE VERY FIRST HAIZXX

2007-09-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

Yo
long time no blog le hahazx

just finish my first N lvl paper hahazx
the paper start at 8 end at 8.30 but i 8.05 finish liao so clever right hahazx
later still got 1 more paper at 2 .

sat nice sia go dxo wit my friend drink tower n AK47 power sia hahazx
lucky you nv come hahazx heng ar
if not don no how Emo am i le . . .

everyday oso go see his blog see until very sian lo
haizxx
You siad you don wan go dxo because wait i give you face haiz
hurt me . . .

nvm
try to take it ba because in my xin you already dead . . .

DEAD APPLE I MISS YOU LOTS
("v")
__________________________

2007-08-31T01:26:00.000-07:00

Today went to school play all the lame games
hahaz
ask we all do yoga siao wan lo teacher haha
but nvm la today is teachers day ma .
after school go back my pri school see my old teacher we do a book inside is all our regards haha
only few people write nia hahaz but teacher oso very happy la hahazx after tat go 732 eat chicken rice than go slack awhile . . .

Mr lim
Miss Saro
N
Miss Nair
N all my teachers
wish you all a happy teachers day . . .

Reach home than sian lo go see her blog again
Haiz boii boii here boii boii there
haha
am i dead????
still got thing make me very sian wan lo Tml can be very happy de beacuse can go club play but
she tml she like going oso lei HOW ???
HAizxx

hao la go rest liao so tired man .
night maybe going town mit kai sian n WRS people slack ba . . .

2007-08-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

YO blog again
use liu hui laptop to blog hahazx
so happy today go shopping buy
Skinny jeans n a carligan
bought about 100 over
haha
no money liao
hee hee
now slack wit liu hui going home soon . . .

2007-08-28T23:20:00.000-07:00

Today go school had my DNT lesson so sian lo only 4 person come
haha
so teacher oso don wan teach so slack at class lo haha
than i msg sean he is only beside my class lame sia .
i ask him come my class he don wan sian lo
b4 recess i kn a big cut on my left hand .
than me n hong yi skip lesson go home our self
haha tml go school sure die de . . .

haizxx
sad day come again
if i not wrong she n he EX bf BOII BOII patch le ba
haiz
bluf me said will come back but nv . . .
don no why ytd his brother come msg me sia ask me how am i ??
than his small brother ask me wan bring him ma . haha
where got so good de??
haha

Why i so stupid so useless everyday wait you to be back n last you nv . . .
Wat i did b4 ?
Why wan treat me like this so unfair ?

HAIZZZ

2007-08-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

just reach home so come blog
haha
today me n few of my friend siao de take bus 804 one round n take 812 one round
very free man we all haha
but is i ask them pei me de la haha
than finish all round le than go home look at her blog
she start his exam le so many people wish her le i wish oso no use de
haizxx
k la go sleep le tml got school

i cannot msg you but i write in blog to wish you good luck in your exam every day

ZZZZZ ( )*******( )
ZZZZZ (--- O ---)
ZZZZ ( " )++++++++( " )
( v )======( v )

GOOD LUCK 4 your EXAM
NITE

2007-08-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

haiz

really is a bad day on friday lo
haizxx
kn lockup hai sat moning than bill out thank you gan pa come bill me
hai
when i was inside i miss her sia when the first time i kn lockup i really miss her alot lo than switch on my phone got 4msg by her but tat day not even 1msg. sian if i die she oso wun no de .
bill out around 12 than go home rest awhile than help my dad work don 1 let my dad know because he already very stress le don wan make him worry about me

DAd sorry i really give you alot of problem le i promise you i will be good boy this time

after work i mit ci kai n few of my friend go party world sing song . . .

SUNDAY

nothing much lo go work than sleep . . .

MONDAY

just finish school faster come home see her blog see alot of thing tat i don wan see
haiz
his ex msg her sian you really change alot le
every day her blog will write about boii boii here boii boii there
haizxx
sat she like going chiong lei
sian
HOW HOW HOW???

hao xiang ni wor
you really 4get me le ma???

2007-08-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

hahaz
can use com 4 awhile so blog abit
haha
today went northbook sian nv see her . ai yo don no wat am i thinking sia
sometime wan see her than sometime don wan see her .
today got fight wit people de than donno wat lan he said don 1 fight make we all so happy than he choose my brother MH to fight hahaz than police come no need fight liao
than later ask him fight again he don 1
he ask people come down wait about 1hour lo than police come again
this time really need to go le if not comfirm kn catch de after tat he said sorry
haha
than we go 408 eat chicken rice .
i tell my friend if i call "her" come down you all give me 1pk cig day said ok haha but i scare
than i use my friend handphone call her than i put down she call back than i ask my friend said call wrong no
lame sia i . wish she can come sia .
hai
than go np see his brother
haha
nv siad hi oso his brother is good but donno wat he thinking la he just like 2head snake lo .
k la stop here tml blog again
tag me friend k

WAt you doing sia sad again??
hai
really donno wat tat good about him sia hai

You still human ma ?

2007-08-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

Wa today kor kor so good let me use com sia first time lei . haha
ya just finish my EOA exam today not really hard la still can do abit .
than after tat go eat at 795 wit my BROTHer hahaz . than take bus go home .
fasater go to her blog see wa you all know wat she write ma? i tag her than she tell her sis n friend to hack kare me? hahaz . you still are a human ma?
maybe i really need to listen to wat yuna siad take out the apple n eat it up . hahazx
sian
later going to nbss scare later will see her sia . but oso must go my brother got problem can i don go?
k la go rest awhile .
later is see her maybe i will just hack kare her ba . . .

Sad tat you said tat hurt me lots . . .
haIZ

SIAN

2007-08-22T19:32:00.000-07:00

YTD

after exam go np eat wit hong yi, ming hao and sean after tat sean come my house slack . than around 4+ go np again sian lo this few day keep go np haha . i am my friend go TIMEZONE play game hahaz after tat go slack again than go play bball than go home sleep

haiz
WAT R YOU THINKING??

TOday

today nv go exam siao liao la . haha
sleep until 10 than wake up than switch on com N see her blog again hai i tag her than all her friend kp me i said her because don wan see her tears come out everyday .
DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD AM I EVERYDAY I SEE YOU LIKE TAT ?????
HAIzxx
she will nv know de because she said let me siad if i said her i will be happy can le . siao she think wat i crazy de ar like to said people . than i promise her tat i will not tag her again .
later maybe going watch movie . sian . com spoil so cannot blog everyday
k la i go do my thing le .

( V _____ V )

* WHY WHY WHY *

2007-08-20T18:40:00.001-07:00

* WHY WHY WHY *

2007-08-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

*First Why
sat went to k BOX the past went to my heart n hurt me again haiz sian siol .
is already 6days nv call her le but tat day really cannot take it so call her around 4+ at night she not sleeping hahaz am i happy??? don think so ba . i cry infront all my friend so ps hahaz i so miss her but wat she said only don like tat don Cry haiz . if i nv durnk i will nv cry de so i not going drink to much le scare sia vomit 5 to 6 time like a dead person lo ( X ___ X ) After i cry i went smoke n mit 3new friends . 1 of them some wit me just bk wit his stead few month ago haha cute sia tat guy wit his EX 6years my only 6 month ???? but he is more stronger than me i am so useless lo haiz we chat awhile than i go back my room cannot sing just feel like vomit . than i cannot take it le so i went home my self . ps lei my friend nv tell you all b4 i go .

*2nd Why
after tat day i wake up around 4 than wan go work de but not feeling well so go np mit liu hui n chat . i keep watching the time hour past hour i just keep thinking tat in her heart i am already gone . because ytd night i am so sad but why she nv call me back the next day n ask me how am i haiz .

*3nd Why
ytd after my exam my friends come my house watch movie . hahaz
after tat i mit lui hui n lend his laptop to look at her blog haiz if you no blog i will nv go look 4 it everyday de lo . sian ar . after tat we go slack n saw jerry n he stap 1 like donno us lo than lui hui ask we all go see where he is going because he like HER oso . lui hui walk in ljs n run out n siad he saw her i am like donno wat to do lo don dare to go in sian ar after tat i ask lui hui we walk past the LJS there let her see me . haha lame right . i thought she will walk out n siad hi to me because we already 3month nv see each other le . but she nv haiz WHY WHY WHY ( V_____V )

2007-08-18T06:18:00.000-07:00

today is the first day i start blogging,thx alot for m y so-called gf.hahas.went out at 12 plus then so sian.then went work,sean came find me at 7 -plus and this idiotic fellow asked me to pay the cab fare,act clever sia didn't want to sit then he want.stuypid sia.frens bom me that goin party world then they say too late already t5hen cannot go.but he came and find me.so du lan.benny asked me want go k box anot the said anything.bought alcohol,spent $60 .so today bu zui bu gui
hahas.

:(still waiting for ur promise to me:(

not coming home early.mama don wait for me le.hahas.
so SAD my dad gave away my puppy yaya.miss u.everthing leaving me now.so sian.

Tag me frens.thx.