Monday, August 20, 2007
* WHY WHY WHY *
6:40 PM
*First Why
sat went to k BOX the past went to my heart n hurt me again haiz sian siol .
is already 6days nv call her le but tat day really cannot take it so call her around 4+ at night she not sleeping hahaz am i happy??? don think so ba . i cry infront all my friend so ps hahaz i so miss her but wat she said only don like tat don Cry haiz . if i nv durnk i will nv cry de so i not going drink to much le scare sia vomit 5 to 6 time like a dead person lo ( X ___ X ) After i cry i went smoke n mit 3new friends . 1 of them some wit me just bk wit his stead few month ago haha cute sia tat guy wit his EX 6years my only 6 month ???? but he is more stronger than me i am so useless lo haiz we chat awhile than i go back my room cannot sing just feel like vomit . than i cannot take it le so i went home my self . ps lei my friend nv tell you all b4 i go .
*2nd Why
after tat day i wake up around 4 than wan go work de but not feeling well so go np mit liu hui n chat . i keep watching the time hour past hour i just keep thinking tat in her heart i am already gone . because ytd night i am so sad but why she nv call me back the next day n ask me how am i haiz .
*3nd Why
ytd after my exam my friends come my house watch movie . hahaz
after tat i mit lui hui n lend his laptop to look at her blog haiz if you no blog i will nv go look 4 it everyday de lo . sian ar . after tat we go slack n saw jerry n he stap 1 like donno us lo than lui hui ask we all go see where he is going because he like HER oso . lui hui walk in ljs n run out n siad he saw her i am like donno wat to do lo don dare to go in sian ar after tat i ask lui hui we walk past the LJS there let her see me . haha lame right . i thought she will walk out n siad hi to me because we already 3month nv see each other le . but she nv haiz WHY WHY WHY ( V_____V )